Friday, September 25, 2015

hey could you hold this for me a second *gives you my hand

Train!

This one time I was on the trax train and I saw this boy in a fedora and I told my friend that I had fallen in love with him, because I was.

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Doggies

I am going to show you many dogs and then express my opinion about the dogs.
Image result for cute chihuahuasThis dog is for sure a baby fairy
Image result for cute chihuahuasImage result for cute chihuahuasThese pups look ready for a very Kool yule
I want to hug the dog in pink

Image result for cute chihuahuasSHE IS A VALENTINE BABY!!!!! OH OH HOHOHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Image result for cute chihuahuastHIS FINE MAMA LOOKS LIKE A FOXY FOXY

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Image result for cute chihuahuas BLACKThis is the Chi baby of you dreams <3

Sunday, September 13, 2015

Kiddies

When you're small, you don't care you are small. You just are. When you play in the dirt when you are small, you don't care. You just play in the dirt. When you picked up snakes and ate some fruit snacks directly afterward, you didn't give it a second thought. You just did. When you played by the creek, you didn't worry you'd get your clothes wet. When you dumped out all your toy bins, you didn't care. You just played.

Monday, September 7, 2015

Hats

He joined the ROTC just a month ago, and he tells me he wouldn't ever go to war. I sagely nod along to this statement. I have trust.

I watch his grandmother delight at him in his uniform, and I sit quietly on a red velvet couch behind him and I feel a dark blue ocean drowning my heart.

It is loss I fear.

He goes along, and I watch. The boy who is a freethinker; I repeat to myself  ''Please, God, don't let him get brainwashed, I repeat to myself  ''Please, God, don't let him get brainwashed!"

He comes to me in the late night when I am struggling to stay warm in my bed and he asks me to help him take off his boots and I do. His boots are getting dirtier, hi face is gonna get meaner. I will understand my love less and less, should he ever leave! He takes off his army cap and hangs it on the knoolpost in my room. We talk.

When he leaves he forgets his hat. And he calls me to bring it back to him.

soft

I have to remind myself not to be hardened just because other people aren’t soft.
I have to remind myself to smile in the hallways
I remind myself to say 'Good Morning!" to my mother and father, because I know they'd rather just let me pour my pancake batter into the pan without saying anything at all
I tell my one true love to stop picking flowers for me, because love is about appreciation - not posesion
I say thank you to my teachers for handing me worksheets that I will probably cry over in my bed late at night when all I really want to do is pull off my eyelashes and go to sleep
I will write my lovers notes before I take my bath at night because I know how hard life can be at time. I want them to have a paper that says love on it to grasp in hard times.
I wanna be open to the unthanking
I want to be doe like to the large and scratchy voices who tell me it'd be a whole lot easier to be mean
I touch people with the graced touch of an angel because I know that everyone needs a lot more love than they get.
I stand back and hold doors for bikers, whose once wondering blue eyes are now clouded over with anger and age, and I watch them smile because someone young who wears pink has given them a smile
I let at least three people cut in front of me at the light to get to school, because I know that those people who intentionally cut everyone in line simply just were never taught by anyone that every person is just as important as the other. 
I want to learn to walk softly and sweetly and I want to be the most forgiving person in the world
Because I want to do hard things
I want to be soft in ugly, dry, sad places.